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Monday, July 10th, 2006
12:25 am
I just can't help but hate these days. Full of anger. Just want destroy. It's all becoming so pointless. There's no more love. No more trust. Just bitterness and resent. And the overwhelming feeling to explode and lash out on the things that surround me. "All I ever wanted was to pick apart the day, swallow up the pieces, and spit em at your spieces." -Aes Rock

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Thursday, June 22nd, 2006
9:49 pm
I'm surrounded by idiots.

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Thursday, April 27th, 2006
7:22 am
It's all about self sacrifice. And I'm the master in the department.

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Friday, April 14th, 2006
6:33 pm
Well I must admit I am extremelly content with life at the moment. I just got a J.O.B. I start tomorrow. That should be interesting. Everything else couldn't be better. Perfect... well.. not entirely perfect....

current mood: accomplished

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Friday, March 31st, 2006
11:34 pm
Through early morning fog I see

visions of the things to be

the pains that are withheld for me

I realize and I can see...

[REFRAIN]:

that suicide is painless

It brings on many changes

and I can take or leave it if I please.

I try to find a way to make

all our little joys relate

without that ever-present hate

but now I know that it's too late, and...

[REFRAIN]

The game of life is hard to play

I'm gonna lose it anyway

The losing card I'll someday lay

so this is all I have to say.

[REFRAIN]

The only way to win is cheat

And lay it down before I'm beat

and to another give my seat

for that's the only painless feat.

[REFRAIN]

The sword of time will pierce our skins

It doesn't hurt when it begins

But as it works its way on in

The pain grows stronger...watch it grin, but...

[REFRAIN]

A brave man once requested me

to answer questions that are key

is it to be or not to be

and I replied 'oh why ask me?'

[REFRAIN]

'Cause suicide is painless

it brings on many changes

and I can take or leave it if I please.

...and you can do the same thing if you please.

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Wednesday, March 22nd, 2006
2:42 pm
I had a dream this morning that has been haunting me all day. Not really sure why, but I can't quit thinking about it all. All I have left to do is release some thoughts with a pad and a pen. Quit being stupid. Get educated.

current mood: blank

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Friday, January 27th, 2006
6:22 pm
Well I'm in texas. Things aren't too bad here. Waiting to start the job, but we'll see what'll happen. Holla.....

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Sunday, January 16th, 2005
2:58 am


You Are 29 Years Old



29





Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.

13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.

20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.

30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!

40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.







perhaps they were mistaken??

current mood: high

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Saturday, January 1st, 2005
12:28 am
I'd rather slit my wrists then watch the world bleed.

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Friday, December 24th, 2004
4:26 pm
3 monkeys sitting under a coconut tree / Discussing things as they are set to be / Said one to the others / Now listen you two / there's a strage rumor that can't be true / They say man was descended from our noble race / But the very idea is a big disgrace / No monkey ever deserted his wife / Or her baby to ruin their lives / YEAH, the monkey's drift is mine.




P.S. my dad fuckin killed my dog.....

current mood: hungry

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Tuesday, December 21st, 2004
4:45 pm
She insists she's in love with me whatever that is. What she means is that she'd rather inflict the pain on each other, that we'd otherwise inflict on ourself. I'm not afraid of this altered pain. As a matter of fact if I don't strip myself of all this clatter and clutter and ridiculous ritual, I shall go out of my fucking mind.

current mood: blank

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Thursday, December 16th, 2004
4:05 pm
So this blind man was walkin down the street with this stick right? He walks past the fish market. He stops, takes a deep breath and say, "wheeeeew good morning ladies!" hahahaha!!

current mood: high

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Wednesday, December 15th, 2004
3:13 pm
Seriously... My fucking spine feels like it went Ka-Boom. Something either blew up, shattered, or shifted in my back.... Fuck this.

current mood: crushed

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Tuesday, December 7th, 2004
1:17 am
hahaha I got my libret pierced

current mood: high

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Sunday, December 5th, 2004
1:19 pm
God damnit. I'm officially sick of still being in Vegas. The longer I'm here the more chances people have to piss me off. And they're succeeding. As many people as I love in Vegas, I'm fucking tired of living here.

current mood: depressed

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Friday, December 3rd, 2004
10:38 am
Nothing really special has been happening. I've drank a lot of brew and I've smoked a lot of cronic. That's about it. Saw Exploited again last night, too bad they suck live. I just talked to Austin for most of the show. He now has my E&A cd which better be taken care of. I got to see Tommy last night with Justin which was really good, yet really depressing at the same time. It sucks when the only way you can see someone that you really really care is through a tv monitor and phones. What a shitty system. I can't wait till he's out. Maybe I could pull a matrix and go through and break him out with a massive shoot-out being a part of my plan with the death of a lot of cops as a result.... doesn't sound too bad then eh?

current mood: contemplative

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Monday, November 22nd, 2004
4:43 pm
18

current mood: mellow

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Saturday, November 20th, 2004
2:22 am
Just saw The Adicts again.... oh yeah, it was good. I sore as a mutha fucka though.

current mood: high

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Thursday, November 11th, 2004
11:30 pm
Things have been finding themselves being quite interesting as of late. I think I' going to get the back of my neck peirced when I turn 18

current mood: high

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Thursday, November 4th, 2004
1:41 pm
Well court is all done with.... Leaving me with having to pay $20 for and AA meeting... What the fuck? We could've figured this all out a lot easier. Whatever, I'm moving to texas. Wha?

current mood: nauseated

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